What's happening?

Let's see if you'll miss me. If you will, that's great. Bu if you will not, it's fine with me. I need time. I need to unwind. I've been so lost these days. Dunno what's goin on with me. I'm really fool when it comes to this. As what you just said, "Ikaw kasi eh", Yes I admit, it was all my fault. Again. You know what hurts me? It's the feeling that I'm in the midst of this moodswing, and you ain't there by my side. You ain't there just like the old times. As time goes by, you're getting careless. All I want is you're attention. All I want is to know that you care, and you support me. Why are you changing? Why are you getting careless? Why are you not consistent? Am I not that worthy for your love? Am I not the girl you wanted to be with you for the rest of your life? Tell me. :'(